I have a bad day on my first day on December :( sigh.
I fail on my exams, I forget
bring my homework, I have a lot of assignments, my frienemy graduates from
college, my friend breaks my car, and I don’t
have enough money to buy new modem for
internet connection because my mother always turns the wi-fi off after 1 am
and I need internet connection until 4 am. Feel like dying.
Oh please be nice to me, December. I wish I could turn back time to last week
and study hard for exams.
Have a nice day
everyone. I am still on diet and support me please ^^ your comments really make my day <3
Pernah nggak kamu ngerasa duniamu hancur berkeping-keping dan nggak ada lagi yang tersisa buatmu? Kalo pernah, sama, itu yang aku rasain sekarang. Rasanya
pengen mundur beberapa hari ke belakang dan fix everything. Tapi nggak
mungkin kan?
Masalahku
mungkin sepele sih. Yaitu: sahabatku wisuda. Dan aku belom. Dan dia
akan ke Swedia untuk kerja magang di sana (well aku gatau dia mau kerja
apa—lebih tepatnya nggak pengen tau). Dan aku masih sibuk kuliah
cobaaa…. GADEM SKRIPSHIT.
Aku
tau aku yang salah aku kebanyakan main kebanyakan belanja kebanyakan
bergaul kebanyakan browsing kebanyakan main the sims social (blame on
simsoc, seriously itu yang bikin 80% waktuku terbuang sia-sia di depan
leptop). Dan kebanyakan makan. Aku harusnya diet. Dan
hari ini adalah hari dimana aku ditampar sekeras-kerasnya oleh
kenyataan. Rasanya kayak lagi enak-enaknya tidur dan mendadak ada gajah
lewat dan aku keinjek secara ga sengaja.
Sahabatku
itu berumur dua tahun lebih muda dari aku tapi kami seangkatan, entah
kenapa bisa seperti itu. Errr oke mungkin dia akselerasi pas SD atau
mungkin dia masuk SD umur tiga tahun. Dan sekarang dia udah lulus. Dan
kerja. Dan aku? Bye.
Bukan
Cuma itu aja. Ternyata sahabatku yang lain udah lulus juga. Jadi di
kampus yang belum lulus tinggal aku dan beberapa orang yang bukan
sahabatku (nggg temen deket sih ada tapi ga sedeket yang aku sebut
sahabatku). Ketika semua orang pasang dp bbm mereka dalam
pakaian kerja, aku pasang dp bbm dengan pakaian siap-siap-mau-ke-mall.
Ketika semua orang sibuk kerja, aku sibuk review gadem jurnal yang
banyaknya naudzubile dan hell yeah.
Dan beberapa sudah menikah. Aku nggak terlalu kepengen untuk yang satu ini. Aku masih belom pengen nikah.
Dan
beberapa lagi sudah meninggal. Untuk yang satu ini aku bersyukur karena
aku masih hidup. Seperti kata Chairil Anwar, aku ingin hidup seribu
taun lagi. Yes. Bahkan kalo bisa aku mau mundur dari bayi lagi. Aku
pengen membenahi hidupku yang berantakan ini.
Thank you for reading, hope you all have a nice day.
Kisses
Dian Ajeng
Kisses
Dian Ajeng
I wear unbranded shirt, Gucci sunglasses, Mineola floral dress (i wore it on jogja fashion week 2011 post), unbranded tights, Friday to Sunday wedges, unbranded accessories.
tidak ada kata terlambat :D
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Keep Spirit!! jangan mudah nyerahh.. ayoo bersemangatlahhh :D
BalasHapusoteteot
That sounds like November really was a frightfull month for you. Im so very sorry and I sincerely hope you 'get back on track' =) Pleasedont think too much about what others (frienemy) gets up to =) After all you'er living your life, not hers so no need to compare. Sorry for sounding a bit like a mama haha but I've been there and it really isnt worth spending time thinking about ^_^
BalasHapusAnyhoo you are soooo beautiful and your outfit is incredibly adorable. Red looks so amazing on you Im actually very jealous haha. Can never pull off that colour myself ^_^
Eeli
hey dear, thanks for the comment on my blog.
BalasHapusgood luck and study hard :)
nice blog! i really like all your UP! shoes. follow me back here : http://rebeliciao.blogspot.com
BalasHapusMakasi kakak :D Kakak juga semangat yaa ;;)
BalasHapusnice tights!! i love this look!! i follow you maybe you can follow me back?
BalasHapushey, good luck for your diet :) semangat yahh,
BalasHapusthanks for the lovely comment.
anyway, I love chairil anwar, I made song about his poet "aku".
I'll record it one day :)
xx
Thank you my Dear ! :* You are awesome ! You have good body and don't have to be on diet ! :)
BalasHapusi love the last photo !! cmon!! fight and win! jangan nyerah dan hanya liat sekeliling ka. i know you can ,jadi jangan berkaca dari orang lain mulu,kita ga akan bisa sama dengan mereka. mungkin memang usaha kamu yang kurang tp jangan smp n nyalahin diri kayak gitu, if we're fail let make new decission !
BalasHapusYou will be ok, I hope that your December will be beautiful moth for you:) I wish you enjoy this time:)
BalasHapuslucu lucu lucu... i like your post..
BalasHapusyeaa,, aku juga lg skripsi.. never ending skripshit..
but, we have to do that!.. smangaattt!!!
with love:
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Love your outfit dear! ^^
BalasHapusCheers,
Karina Dinda R. ♥
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hey cantik, i lov your tights!!!!!
BalasHapussemangat yaah
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yess december everything will be ok,
BalasHapusinlove your red tights
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i hope you are having a better december!I love your red tights xx
BalasHapusgreat outfit sweety :) where did you took that photos btw ?
BalasHapusthanks for comment kak, i wish i can meet you too :]
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I love your red tights!
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Red tights!!! Beautiful <3
BalasHapusMomo,
Let me dream
Hi sweety, you're rocking the red tights! Looks awesome.
BalasHapusP.S I read your profile and want to tell you that your grammar is not terrible at all and you take photos quite well! Also, you look great and don't need to diet :)
Hi sweety, you're rocking the red tights! Looks awesome.
BalasHapusP.S I read your profile and want to tell you that your grammar is not terrible at all and you take photos quite well! Also, you look great and don't need to diet :)
Thank you very much for comment!! :) I'm happy that you like it!! I hope you come back in my blog again!! big hugh from italy! :)
BalasHapuswww.nicksketches.blogspot.com
helo love! hope you can enjoy your day and keep spirit! dta ngalamin juga saat2 seperti itu dimana dta ngga bs lulus tepat waktu,,cuma bedanya penyebabnya adalah krn dta sakit, yah sedih bgt dan ngerasa beban ke ortu. tp thx god masi bnyk teman2 yg senasib,hehe.
BalasHapustetep semangat dan yakin kamu bisa krn suatu hari, hari2 buruk akan berlalu juga :)
salam kenal.
Thank you very very much for comment on my blog!! Comment like yours make me very happy and make me very happy to continue publish new post on my blog!!! Thank you! Come back soon! :) Big hugh! Nick
BalasHapusyes, I'm follow you back :)
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Diet????Why my dear???You look great!I have a blog a friend and I think that this is really the best for you right now!Take a look! www.muffintopbaby.com Btw thank you so much for your comment :*:*:*
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and on-line store http://shopalittlebitofshine.blogspot.com/ !! :)
Ajeengg, don't give up.. ayo semangat kerjain skripshitnya.. berkarya(blogging or something) and doing your passion should not hinder your lecture and thesis.. ditunggu juga posting-posting selanjutnya.. Love :*
BalasHapuslove your outfits dear. especially the skirt!!<3
BalasHapusxx
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From Great talent
BalasHapus25. wow very nice blog this is, in all posting you have wonderful picture's in all picture you look very beautiful. thanks for sharing this picture to all your visitor
halo dian :) blogwalking and found your blog, what a nice one it is <3
BalasHapushey, wanna follow each other? I'll be waiting for you on my blog :)
sweet and sugars,
Dias
i like your shoes
BalasHapusyou look so cute :)
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You are charming!
BalasHapusCool red tights)
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ahaha, saya sudah kuliah mbak :) hehe
BalasHapusfollowing you back dear <3 I love your blog too, you have a very interesting blog :D
sweet and sugars,
Dias
keep fighting! hidup memang perjuangan yg ga ada habis2nya :)
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